A few days ago, I received a fan box from China filled with memorabilia from Chuan Nan and his team. And honestly? I didn’t expect it to feel as emotional as it did. From the outside, it probably just looked like fandom merchandise. A package. Photos. Small collectibles. Things people…
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My Life Still Feels Busy, But Less Emotionally Chaotic
One thing I’ve been noticing lately is that my life honestly still feels busy. There are still responsibilities. Still deadlines. Still routines to manage. Still moments where I feel overwhelmed. But emotionally? Things feel less chaotic compared to before. And honestly? That difference matters more than I expected. I think…
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I Really Created a Weibo Account Just for Chuan Nan
Honestly? If you told me a few years ago that I would one day create a Weibo account just to follow someone from another country, I probably would’ve laughed at you. And yet… here we are. Somewhere between late-night livestreams, random clips on my algorithm, translating comments, and trying to…
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I’m Entering This Year More Intentionally This Time
I don’t think I’m entering 2026 trying to completely reinvent myself anymore. And honestly? That feels healthier. For so many years, every new year used to feel like pressure. Pressure to suddenly become: But lately? I think I’ve become more realistic and gentler with myself. Not because I stopped wanting…









