Lately, I noticed I’ve been rewatching older performances and covers more than searching for new things online.
And honestly?
I think it’s because nostalgia feels comforting during difficult seasons.
There’s something emotionally calming about revisiting performances you already know by heart.
The same songs.
The same familiar moments.
The same emotional reactions.
This year has honestly been exhausting mentally.
So instead of constantly looking for something new, I found myself emotionally returning to things that already feel familiar and safe.
Especially music.
Sometimes I replay old Kaye Cal performances and immediately remember specific years, moods, and moments attached to those songs.
And honestly?
I think that’s beautiful in a quiet way.
How music slowly becomes connected to different versions of ourselves over time.
I never expected fandom to become this emotionally comforting when I first started casually watching YouTube covers years ago.
But somehow, here we are.
And I’m genuinely grateful for it.
One day at a time,
