A soft, honest documentation of real life, growth, and quiet escapes.
Lately, I realized something funny. I don’t even search for Kaye Cal songs intentionally anymore. They’re already naturally part of my everyday routine. Morning while getting ready. Commutes. Late-night YouTube scrolling. Even random moments while cleaning or fixing things around the house. Somehow, her covers and songs always end up…
This year honestly felt longer than I expected. A lot happened emotionally. Some good moments. Some difficult ones. And somehow, through all of it, one thing quietly stayed consistent for me: Music before sleeping. Lately, late-night YouTube sessions already became part of my routine. After stressful days, I usually just…
Lately, I’ve been trying to slowly return to normal life again. Or at least something close to normal. I go through the same routines, wake up the same way, do the same responsibilities, and continue with the things that need to be done every day. But somehow, things still feel…
I think one of the most dangerous things about exhaustion is how normal it eventually starts feeling. Especially when you’ve been stressed for a long time already. Back then, I kept telling myself:“It’s probably nothing.” “Everyone gets tired.” “I just need more sleep.” But honestly? Deep down, I knew something…
Lately, music feels different to me. Not louder. Not more exciting. Just… heavier emotionally somehow. The past few months honestly changed me a lot. And even though life slowly continues normally on the outside, there are still quiet moments where everything suddenly feels emotional again without warning. Especially at night.…
I wasn’t planning to write about this. But I feel like I need to. Not because I have everything figured out, but maybe because someone out there might be going through something similar, and I know how quiet this kind of experience can feel. I was diagnosed with diabetes years…
Lately, I noticed something about myself. Every time I open YouTube, I somehow end up replaying the exact same covers over and over again. Same singers.Same songs.Same familiar voices. And honestly? I don’t even get tired of it. At first, I thought maybe I just liked the songs themselves. But…
Looking back now, I think my body was already trying to warn me long before I actually started paying attention. Back then, I thought being constantly tired was normal. Everyone around me seemed exhausted too. Busy schedules.Late nights.Stress.Emotionally draining routines. So I convinced myself I was simply “handling adulthood.” But…
I’ve been spending so much time on YouTube lately. Honestly, music covers have completely taken over my recommendations. After long days, I usually just lie in bed with my phone and scroll through random singing videos until I find myself replaying the same voices over and over again. Lately, one…
When adults get tired of responsibilities for a while, where do you think they go? Apparently… ToyCon. Last weekend, despite the rain and terrible weather, my partner and I, together with my best friend and her partner, decided to go to ToyCon 2018 at SMX Convention Center. And honestly? It…
