This year honestly felt longer than I expected. A lot happened emotionally. Some good moments. Some difficult ones. And somehow, through all of it, one thing quietly stayed consistent for me: Music before sleeping. Lately, late-night YouTube sessions already became part of my routine. After stressful days, I usually just…
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Music Felt Different After Everything
Lately, music feels different to me. Not louder. Not more exciting. Just… heavier emotionally somehow. The past few months honestly changed me a lot. And even though life slowly continues normally on the outside, there are still quiet moments where everything suddenly feels emotional again without warning. Especially at night.…
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Why I Keep Replaying the Same Covers
Lately, I noticed something about myself. Every time I open YouTube, I somehow end up replaying the exact same covers over and over again. Same singers.Same songs.Same familiar voices. And honestly? I don’t even get tired of it. At first, I thought maybe I just liked the songs themselves. But…
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The Year I Started Following Kaye Cal
I’ve been spending so much time on YouTube lately. Honestly, music covers have completely taken over my recommendations. After long days, I usually just lie in bed with my phone and scroll through random singing videos until I find myself replaying the same voices over and over again. Lately, one…
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ToyCon 2018 Was the Start of My Fandom Journey
When adults get tired of responsibilities for a while, where do you think they go? Apparently… ToyCon. Last weekend, despite the rain and terrible weather, my partner and I, together with my best friend and her partner, decided to go to ToyCon 2018 at SMX Convention Center. And honestly? It…


