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This Year Would Have Felt Heavier Without Music

This year honestly felt emotionally exhausting in ways I still don’t fully know how to explain.

Everything changed so quickly.

Life became quieter.

Heavier.

More uncertain.

And I think many people quietly carried emotional exhaustion this year whether they openly talked about it or not.


Looking back now, I realized music became one of my biggest emotional comforts throughout all of it.

Not dramatically.

Just consistently.


Late-night playlists.

Replayed covers.

Familiar voices before sleeping.

Comfort songs during anxious moments.

Small routines that made difficult days feel slightly softer emotionally.


I think fandom also became different for me this year.

Less about excitement.

More about emotional grounding.

Certain artists and songs genuinely became part of how I coped mentally during stressful seasons.

And honestly?

I think that’s something beautiful too.


This year taught me that comfort sometimes arrives quietly.

Through routines.

Through familiarity.

Through music that keeps you company during emotionally difficult nights.


And honestly?

I think this year would have felt much heavier without that.


One day at a time,

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